Throw back Thursday!! Right?! I was young, determined, motivated, ambitious as hell, and had the world to conquer in front of me! Then, comes reality! Depression, heartaches, anxiety, etc! It got the best of me! It might have got the best of you too! It is hard to look at yourself and realized you failed yourself and sometimes, more importantly you might have failed the ones you love the most! Some of the harshest critics are those that have failed themselves as well, odd enough! It’s interesting psychology! Anyways, I look back and realize what I am capable of and am learning more about myself! I will never be perfect but, heck, who is?? Everything in life is beautiful building blocks! I have gained weight and been very depressed last few months! I think it is something to be talked about! Depression is truly a disease when you can leave the house, etc! Depression and anxiety and insomnia are key factors to weight gain I have learned! I don’t think enough people talk about this!! If anyone out there ever needs help, speak out, don’t be ashamed! Society makes you feel less than! Your NOT!!!